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I got post grad, and am a little annoyed. Or disappointed? Or frustrated? something like that, anyway.
has finally made it to the clinic to send me my internship certificate - but it falls somehow not look like it after the discussions and feedback that I can get there, would have expected. So I made - it's not bad, the final score is 9 / 10, so I'm satisfied. But in some points they have made me very ill stand there, which I think is a shame because these are in my eyes, at least partly justified, especially because they have never liked that. This probably rankles me the most. That this is now so in this form. And there are points that In any case, for a worry: I can imagine the "testimony" bad somewhere. Does not show a good working use, the time can not keep track and brings not one of the team? Thank you.
I have no problems with the other points. For that are the others so the trained specialists who will evaluate my work. But the three points are blows to the gut. Team - ok, so I can still live best. I've put up my mouth too many times and asked questions, which was not very popular. I can work in a team, if I get along with people. This was not the case. No problem. But effort and time I eat correctly. Simply because I compare myself with other Praktis can - what the hospital does not get to face - and I know how much more and longer I have worked on and off, whose fault ausgebuegelt I have that I contact for each lot of problems the others had. It eats me correctly. I did leave me no delays guilty, forget nothing, or unusually long for anything needed. I spent hours in the hospital and something worked, even though I had no service and there were few jobs, while the others have withdrawn to the room and read. And that eats at me.
That's all not something you can "fight". That's all nothing you so - especially in hindsight can rub the clinic under the nose, without any connection when justifiable, others denigrate Miststueck there -. But it eats at me. For it has simply to do with honesty in my eyes. I am honest, and stand for the grade, what I do or not. Only it has to appeal to me. I hate it when you get to witness something like this instead - something that usually serves well as an application, so it's definitely more than just a small spot - even though the internship period, their own work, etc so were discussed on site. This is so "staked out in retrospect a" one - whether related to it that I will not be extended one month, as they wanted it to? Or were they always opinion, and only too cowardly to tell me? It makes me sick, really - and it makes me sad because helpless, by the shape of the criticism comes now.

shit.