cursed love Can I declare a time, why can not I stop before I mean Main Charas had not pulled all the way down into the abyss?
That may sound high-handed and stupid now, but it is not really a pain in one piece VL durzuzulesen (^^°)... until one comes to its end. Honestly, there were two perfect ends in chap 38, a happy and a tragic, and what do I do? I pull down all the way Harry and Draco, so deep that eigentich only despair remains, only to myself to do the 'pleasure', because they need to get out again.
I wish I really would just write ne simple, sweet story with NEM happy ending, but no, everything ends in psychological terror. I hereby officially apologize to my readers excruciating, devastating charas, exaggerating vein. If I could, I would now still kick your ass for my stupidity.
But do not worry, chap ahead and ... if it costs me to sleep.
* is * begging forgiveness verbeutgt ray
... Everything that was previously published so very important, pride and honor, dignity and self-assertion, all these ridiculous status symbols were suddenly meaningless for him. It was hell, and sometimes he just wanted to scream, but he did not. He went blind through the usual procedures, did what was expected of him, and overcame his trials, thanks to his iron concentration on the obvious with flying colors, but all that was behind him and only one access to him.
He had lost his heart.
It was pathetic and embarrassing and not at his style, but there were obviously things that face a Draco Malfoy was not immune. For the first time he realized really how Harry must have felt when that night in the Forbidden Forest all he had hoped and dreamed, no doubt broke.
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