style I would like to talk a bit about my style, because my last few days, weeks, months, walking around from time to time in the head.
Let's start with the obvious To: I dress mostly like a boy. I've always wanted to be a dear boy, because boys were always cool and casual in my eyes as a girl. When I was ten, said "Try going one step aside, young man," I have not been annoyed, but happy that I could apparently create the illusion that I was not I was. I was at 14 a phase where I wore the mini skirts often, but the weight gain that I had within two years, which was again superseded and I am dropped back to long pants and T shirts.
The second obvious point: I 'm black support. I would not "gothic" say, because I brought the stage long after me. It is also the case that I nurnoch black bear, but you can see me and my style the inner Metal-Goth-Emo-Punk (as a friend a few years ago I lovingly referred to) just to have.
This is me right now and somehow I'm not happy with it. I mean, yes, I do not look like taken from the garbage, but after the whole Burschikositätheitkeit the last few years since I've quite frankly tired of it. Moreover, I feel more like a small Emojunge when I try a little aufzuhübschen and so I'm getting doubt that something like style I ever could have.
Now I could simply losstiefeln and buy me lots of new stuff and get dressed simply different, but since there is obviously some problems.
one hand, I've had enough of the Emolook, on the other hand, I like it still really likes it [schizophrenic, I know] and I come before me do not like myself if I just wear something else. I have accustomed myself for years thus contributing to the black that I found myself dressed when I wear more average stuff.
addition is my character. I've been trying for years to do something about it, but the mind is weaker than the flesh and stuff ... Does it just not true. I know very well that there are things, grant that would flatter my figure, especially since I have a similar [!] Small waist, the only problem is ... these clothes do not exist in reality. All plus-size collections consist of huge, thigh high tents. I do not know who came up with the idea that something could hide a fat belly, I know at least better. If so, then it must sit on your waist. Maybe I have just a twisted character, I do not know, but I think NOTHING feminine cut that is actually me. Good, simple T shirts, but I do not speak of it at last. And so it happens that I end of the shopping day again standing in the men's department and me as T-Shirts with funny or cool print, sweatshirts, and yes, sometimes even buy pants.
And where I will now actually go?
If the world was well and good, I would probably run around all day in Otome, or at least in nem style that is so light in the direction. Female, classic and yet somehow cute. And then I'm
in the store, some hold in my hand that I might fit me, and perhaps also available and can not trust myself not to buy it and if I buy it yet, I dare not to wear it.
Of course I would not make me super pretty, every day of my life and totally auftussen, but something's got to be to make every day that I do not wear shorts and T-shirt? And somewhere I have to really nice things this fall that I want and who I want to? This must be making it? Or not ...?
